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HAPPY 6 MONTHS!

Yes, it is sarcasm.

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Properties of Number 444

Symbolism
* The first divine woman.

General
* Length in "mir" cubits of the "Temple of the Beauty" built in Egypt 11 thousand years before J.-C. According to the medium Edgar Cayce, very few vestiges of this temple would be found in the future.

Gematria
* Number of Lilith, female demon of Assyrian legend.
* "The Tables" of the law, in Hebrew, lou'hot, gives as numerical value 444: lamed, waw, heth, tav; 30+6+8+400 = 444.
* By using as the correspondence table A=6, B=12..., we find that "Jesus" and the French words "Dieu Un" ("God One") give 444.

Occurrence
* The word «queen» is used 44 times in the OT and 4 times in the NT, giving 444 by concatenation.

Also, in Number Sequences

* 444 - This sign from your Spirit Guides signifies their disagreement with your thoughts and feelings and can be interpreted as a Cosmic 'No!' to questions you have asked or ideas you may have.

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There is a very important person that has direct and constant conection with this number. Trying to find out what the dreams I've had mean I thought about her and recalled all the times she mentioned the 444 and the times I happened to watch it with her, "Look, there it is again!" she would say, "Yup, always at the same hour" I would reply... Thus, I hope she reads this and find it helpful. I found it helped by her.

There may be a lot of meanings for this number or sequence, and as a matter of fact by writing with some ammount of innocence "Meaning of 444" in google the previous appeared. You can check more out here, there's a LOT of info and experiences there.

This symbol doesn't displays frecuently to me, and it seems, by self experience that every person that has contact with it's at some point through the clock. In this case mine would be more like 5:55, which I happen to look every once in a while... When it's about numbers, my mind likes to do series of five or jump from five to five, so it works with pairs only when I catch it in a good mood.

555 In Number Sequences

* 555 - When you see this sign a life changing thought or event has just occurred. You may not like it, or you may. Whatever the case your Spirit Guides are notifying you that a change in your life path direction has just occurred and it is time for you to change too. Move with it, follow these thoughts.

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Lately my thoughts have been moving so wildly that I cannot figure out exactly what's going on, besides of all I have to deal in my outside life, my dreamtime has been very active as well. I keep dreaming that I fly almost daily, and it's getting more real every time. Dreamt with babies too, or with people having babies, but specifically with births. The baby coming out of the womb still inside the bag or with a part of it sticked on their faces. Asked mom and said that I born under fetal suffering 'cause the font broke and she didn't have the contractions due her lack of experience, and pain, so when I was pulled out the bag was still over me and the doctors got scared 'cause it wouldn't let me cry and as consequence, breathe, they hid me from her and cleaned me and put me into the heat machine. She asked about future problems I could have, due the time I took to breathe, brain stuff or so, and the doctor said "He is a healthy but special boy, he's gonna have atention troubles through his life or can be either hyperactive or very tranquil and silent, but he'll be fine. Anyway, you are a special education teacher, right?"... Since there you were good, she said.

I know that when a scorpion stings me it doesn't hurt, not even a bit, apparently 'cause mom got stung by one when I was inside of her. I born at october 23Rd, the doctor's day in Mexico, among a whole floor of only female baby births. I know that when I was barely 2 months I got a severe pneumonia, but I got through it. I broke my right elbow but it welded back normally. I got a fool fracture in my right ankle which still hurts. I fell and got a surgeon on the right side of my face, but wasn't that bad. So now, trying to find out what am I gonna do from now on with my life, I feel kind of lost and oddly deep within like there's something greater that I have to achieve or help to get achieved. What? Where? When? Who? These are sort of the mindbreakers, because I really don't like to look out for meanings, but I hope there are.

I probably don't want answers or to understand this right now, I just wanna realize the purpose.

High

When I was a kid and used to dream while I slept, I frequently had a dream, or a dreamspot that I could never explain while conscious, because it was a great odd five-senses-experience trip. While I grew up, the dream diminished its frequency, until it stopped. Now that I don’t have it, and happened to "smoke" once, I think that the effect fills the hollow of that unexplainable and beautiful oddity.

Also, when it sent me high, my mind tricked me words while writing, like right now. Night instead of like and some other stuff. This effect makes me just remember when Anthony Burgess said that to smoke a joint helped him to write, immediately thinking to myself that all those tricky words sent to him by his mind, were the ones that started all his famous sentences and quotes, shaping whole stories.

Her Morning Elegance by Oren Lavie

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND!

Today is the Birthday of one of the biggest and greatest persons I have had the grace to know. As a matter of fact, she found me and changed my life for good and the best. No exaggerations in this, our bond was trong.

24 years ago, one of the beautifulest creatures came alive to achieve a bunch of things and change a lot of lifes. I know that I am writing here with the love I feel towards her, so I might sound too stubborn. But indeed I loved her, and I am not ashamed.

The only reason of a fall is to learn how to lift ourselves up.

I write this today to remember a huge date for me due this anniversary of life, and to count 24 springs of a gorgeous blooming silver light.

I send you my hugs, dear Cora, and I wish that your Birthday, letting out all the hardships, bit of sorrow and kind of heartache, is gentle with you. I really do wish it! As I wish I could be there, or you were here!


Hail the new age, and the many years to come!
Because indeed the best is yet to be!


Be well!

This is not the end!

This is not the end, I tell to myself. She told to me the same, and she meant it. I am eternally grateful with her. That is the truth.

I am very sad, I must admit, but moved by will alone indeed, the will of create the future I want, and help the people I love, specially her, to create hers. I really wish that I could pray and ask to god or the universe or nature or whatever that controls this time and space machine, that everything works out for us, because I really want it to work. I wanted to be with her, I wanted her, and I wanted a life with her. However, not all depends on me, and there I must accept and let go.

Love make us be happy, make us feel joy, and sorrow, allow us to grow, and it doesn't need that we believe in it, it is just there...

Indeed, love is a dangerous angel.

Purpose?

I have been thinking, y'all know, giving some action to the muscle up there, and I have kind of concluded that the only purpose of life is to get things done. Ya know what I mean and afirm, do ya? Yup, the already known.

Pretty nasty uh? Annoying pain in the ass this little unconcious purpose, isn't it? And it is the only one that moves us :)

We can also get into the "causality ideal", and the "first think, then exist", or "what am I doing here but complete this world as it completes me?", but only straightly thinking in actions, we born to complete what we begin there, or in other words, to make our life be done.

We came out of the womb and began breathing, there we started our first duty, keep ourselves alive, until we fulfill the process and get it done. We study, get better or good, or not, but don't stop until it is done, or as consecuence, get into something else to fulfill. We throw a rock or do a fire, so we change something, and get that something done.

This little speech of mine, which I try to explain and do not understand completely, creates the idea that diying with a lot of undone things would be very sad.



Get a grip on yourself Pablo, would ya?

The Life, Universe and Everything I

"We don't have to save the world. The world is big enough to look after itself. What we have to be concerned about is whether or not the world we live in will be capable of sustaining us in it."

The Pretaker?

Después de un par de minutos de decidia y usando el poder comparativo (que no siempre es atinado), y de una larga busqueda, encontré a estos dos que si pueden dar un buen tiro.
Ustedes dirán.

PS: Buen año para todos.

En espera de una unión.

¡Chintrolo, que rápido va todo! ¡Apenas fue mi cumpleaños y ya estoy por casarme, 7 de Noviembre será el día, a una semana de esta noche!

Ha pasado algo de tiempo desde que no escribía aquí, historias o cosas de esas que nomás pasas, y si lo llegué a hacer, fue en inglés. Sigo sin saber que escribir, o más bien, por donde comenzar.

Por lo pronto me despido.